I dressed myself in my fa8 color " BLACK" nd I was waiting for him.. Wid a slight smile on face n connected by text sms..
At last he reached.. Phew.. My heart was literally hoppin.. a "BLACK BEAT"
came near by me..
Agghhrr..I was nervous.. Lol.. I sat in d car.. Cudnt dare to look in his eyes.. I was nervous..
But he.. So chill.. Kewl.. Felt like he's not meetin me fr d first time..
Ahh.. He carries a weird attitute.. 'i dun give a damn' kinda.. Hehe..
Wearing" BLACK tshirt n green spark sandle",Was chewin continuously..
Though for a long time he made me comfortable.. I used to talk to him.. Day long.. I knw he's a busy man, works wid an odd tymins so his individuality was respected.. not speaking much and carrying a smile i was jus sittin in car..surrounded by the music of coke studio.. hehe like an ordinary normal gal weaving dreams..
Yeah.. I accept it was love at first sight.. he was not the man i wanted in my life.. Even he was completly an opposite personality.. yet i agree wid the quote..
''love is always wid the wrong person.. And if the person is ryt.. Tym is wrong'' lol..
Doh..!!
After a short drive.. We stopped at a  CCD .. and.. Lowerin the back seat he made himself comfortable.. Wow! Every moment was beautiful.. He  opened d car and enjoyd d RAIN And WE reached at CCD nd ordered to" BLACK COFFEE"..and me humming a song.. Lol.. He didnt knoe.. I don't like "BLACK COFFEE" nd he too dont like RAIN.. :P but we both enjoyed it quite puzzling :-D THEN my mind said     PHELA NASHA PHELA PYAR :-P

chaahe tum kuchh na kaho, maine sun liya ke saathi pyaar ka mujhe chun liya chun liya, maine sun liya pehla nasha pehla khumaar, naya pyaar hai naya intjaar kar lu main kya apana haal aye dil-e-bekaraar mere dil-e-bekaraar tu hi bata pehla nasha pehla khumaar :-P :-D

Ummm.. I managed to finish it half  but it was d best" BLACK COFFEE" till I had nd  He asked me.. Where ue wanna go.. I was speechless.. I just wanted to be with him.. In his world.. Where he can just once look into my eyes.. And understand that I M in love with him.. I wanted him to fill the gaps of my finger wid his.. i just couldn't.... he took me to his world..
Day past.. and had the most beautiful feeling of my life.. He made me feel myself.. The pain.. Pleasure.. And care the pondered upon me.. Was once in a life time experience..

He's away.. Far away from me.. I know.. I mean nothing to him.. It was just a meet.. A casual CCD meet.. I miss him.. I want to express my feeling that Ilove him.. But I wud never do that..

I wish somehow, just for once he cud feel the pinch of falling in one sided love..
the pain when i think of him, the feeling of not having him in life.. The emptiness that no one can ever fill.. The wish to see him once.. The thirst to touch his lips.. The desire to look deep in his eyes.. To hug him once and listen to his heartbeats.. And just for once he sayin me.. 'I am always there and I love you too'.. I miss his texts.. The way he used to call my name.. The way he used to be connected all day long..
He's gone n i'll neva ask him to give those moments to me.. I just wish him to be happy forever.. My love.. My blessings and my smile is always for him..i dont expect anything else from him.. it is that I cudnt understand.. Wat made me fall in love with him.. The unspoken words on the long drive of" BLACK BEAT".. The taste of "BLACK COFFEE".. Or his red eyes due to sexy rainfall ..


A creation of my kurafati mind.. :P bear no resemblenz wid reality..